what have I done: September 2011

Thursday 15 September 2011

The Loneliness Hit Me

For a week I will be in this situation ... grrr. Be patient Rhid ... only a week you will feel lonely. What should I do for fill up my bored mood in a week ? shopping ? erm ... hang out with my friends ? Of course it will not be happen ... I don't have enough money for this time .... Hope someone can made my week with full of memories. And seriously I really miss having a good time with my friends .. we go to the gig,hang out,share the problems and travel :) fuhhh .. I really miss you guys ... What I am doing in my house for this time ? I'm watching the television,movie,eat,online my facebook acc and giving the frieskies to my cat. What a boring day yaww .... =='

kuning :)

putih si manja ku :)

Wednesday 14 September 2011

My Nerve

Only them can make me feel better when I'm too week ... only them can make me smile again. They always gave me a motivation to have a strength in my soul. They always by my side when I'm too weak .. I really appreciate coz having you guys :) thanks for everything friends ... :)))

celine :)

jijol,mia,apit,moshi,mirul,linda and syafiq :)

lyndz,shook,moshi and celine :)

celine,fahmy and moe :)

mia,elle,jijol,nyny,my sis,oren,kak hani and farock :)

azrizal a.k.a jenn :)

elle and farock :)

nyny :)

ally :)

cha :)

my lovely dad and mom with my sis :)

Australia ?

Aku selalu sebut Australia. Apa ada dekat Australia ???

Macam ni ... aku sebenarnye tersangat-sangat lah teringin nak pergi sana. Sebab kat sane pemandangan laut dia pun lawa,ada banyak band-band Hc punk dari sane yang aku minat and aku boleh pergiSOUNDWAVE FESTIVAL or WARPED TOUR FESTIVAL. So aku dah buat azam nak simpan duit nak pergi sane tahun depan dengan kawan-kawan aku ( sape yang nak pergi lah ). Aku pun teringin nak merasaMOSH,CIRCLE PIT and STAGE DIVEdi fest yang ramai and bermacam-macam manusia ni. WOW !! sumpah terbaik woo ... korang tengok lah video yang aku post ni ... contoh music fest yang ada dekat Australia ..sebab aku ni gile sikit dengan fest-fest yang besar ni. Lagi satu ... kos nak pergi Australia ni tak lah mahal sangat .. sebab aku baru lepas cek tiket penerbangan kat Airasia.com . Serius kalau aku pergi Australia ... sampai mati aku tak boleh lupakan sebab aku boleh COMPLETE kan impian aku. Dekat Malaysia belum ada fest yang segila kat Australia ni .. sebab tu aku perlu TRAVEL ke negara orang and dapat KUMPUL kan PENGETAHUANtentang negara orang lain.

P/s : Doa kan aku punya impian ni terjadi :) Insyallah. Amin.

WAITING

It almost 10 month I've been waiting for him .... :(

Seriously .. aku betul-betul sayang kat dia. Tapi aku tak boleh nak buat apa. Dah macam-macam cara aku nak buangkan perasaan ni jaoh-jaoh .. tapi balik-balik timbul semula perasaan ni. And 10 months ni jugak lah aku single .. tak nak terima orang lain sebab terlalu sayang kan dia. Sebab aku tak nak terima orang lain ? Aku tak nak main kan perasaan orang lain .. biarlah orang tu sakit sekarang jangan sakit kemudian hari ... nanti lagi teruk sakit dia. Sebab aku penah in situation ni .. bila aku couple dengan orang tu .. tapi tau-tau hati dia dekat orang lain. Serious .. ALLAH jelah tau sakit aku tu macam mane and sakit nye menunggu orang yang kita sayang tapi tak tau ending dia macam mana. Tiap-tiap malam aku selalu menangis and tak tidur pasal dia .. sebab aku rindu and sayang kan dia. Dia tak lah serapat mana dengan aku .. tapi aku sayangkan dia sebab cara dia treat aku and aku tau dia macam mana. Walaupun orang ramai kata dia PLAYGIRL ... tapi aku PEKAK kan telinga aku bila orang kata dia macam tu. Mungkin dia ada sebab bersikap macam tu ... tapi kita tak boleh nak salahkan dia macam tu je. And aku tau dia yang jenis setia pada satu .. sebab hati dia still kat EX gf dia. Aku pun tak boleh nak tipu diri aku sendiri pasal aku sayangkan dia ... sampai bila aku boleh bertahan ni ???

P/s : Aku berharap sangat-sangat ALLAH boleh bagi aku kekuatan yang secukupnya. AMIN ...

Ni lagu-lagu aku untuk dia :(

One week

Malam ni .. malam terakhir aku dengan family aku. Sebab ? sebab dorang semua balik kuching,Sarawak my hometown. Aku sebenarnye rindu kat kampung aku jugak ... tapi apa akan daya sebab aku ada TRIAL SPM .. sampai next week. So tak kan aku nak tinggalkan satu je lagi paper ... kang tak pasal-pasal takde mark aku nanti. Aku kene berkorban untuk future aku ... walaupun nanti aku tak dapat nak hantar ayah aku kat airport Kuching masa dia nak pergi Haji :( sedih kot .. sebab bende tu happen maybe sekali dalam seumur hidup aku. Hmmmm ... so sepanjang satu minggu ni aku tak tau nak buat ape. kalau Kc boleh teman kan aku ... fuhhhh ! tak lah boring sangat aku kat rumah ni nanti. And hope so ... gaji aku cepat masuk. Nak shopping jugak .. dah lah aku tak shopping raya tahun ni.

Ni lah gambar family besar aku ( raya 2010 ) ... Maaf sebab tak dapat nak berkumpul sama masa majlis kesyukuran nanti :(

semoga semua happy,sihat and murah rezeki selalu. Amin .

Defiant

This is me right now ... so go with your fucking life asshole !

Defiant in every word I say
Every move I make, set in my way
Defiant in every choice I make
Can't control me, slave to nothing
Defiant in every word I say
Every move I make, set in my way
Defiant in every word that I say

Never walked the path I was shown
Always been a little off
Felt no connections to these crowds
Didn't care who understood my thoughts

I'll walk alone and never move in fear
I'll make it on my own and I remain

Defiant in every word I say
Every move I make, set in my way
Defiant in every choice I make
Can't control me, slave to nothing

The bright side never came
All your words meant nothing
Answer only to myself
Empty eyes driven to the edge

I'll walk alone and never move in fear
I'll make it on my own and I remain

Defiant, I walk alone
And that's fine with me
I'll make it on my own and alone I stay

I won't fall in line so you accept me
I could never live my life that way
Nothing to prove to you or anybody else
Cause I already have proven this to myself

Never walked the path I was shown
Always been a little off
Felt no connections to the crowds
I'm defiant in my every thought

Scoot Vogel spoke with Steve Austin

Izar Izup as ( STEVE AUSTIN ) aku Rhid Booboo as ( SCOTT VOGEL )

Izar Izup

nama saya steve
panggil steve austin
nma awak?
Rhid Booboo
- scoot vogel
- hahah
  Izar Izup
  wow
  
  awak lelaki ke?
  
  xpe
  
  Rhid Booboo
  aah
  
  Izar Izup
  saya ni gay
  
  Rhid Booboo
  bodoh lah steve ni
  
  Izar Izup
  i am a mat salleh
  
  what u speak about ?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  jom kita g jumpe kwn kita winston
  
  Izar Izup
  u mean the parkway memandu ?
  
  the tall2 guy ?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  ya...
  
  that guy
  
  Izar Izup
  let's go fren
  
  where he tggu us?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  gloria jeans cafe
  
  not one cafe
  
  Izar Izup
  oh okay
  
  does he eat roti kosong?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  we give him eat ulam-ulam
  
  Izar Izup
  yes,good idea
  
  he will love it like we do
  and he will make it as a snack while they are on tour
  
  Rhid Booboo
  yeah a snack
  not snakes on plan yeahh
  
  Izar Izup
  nonono
  
  samuel l jackson hate it
  
  Rhid Booboo
  fakk yeahh
  
  why he hate it ?
  
  Izar Izup
  because he eat shit alot
  
  and smoking weed evryday
  then he smack his head at the basikal
  
  he is a psaiko
  
  dont rpat and near with him
  
  (barai bi aku)
  
  Rhid Booboo
  what the ikang ??? hahha
  
  Izar Izup
  ikang is a partner of ikea also?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  maybe we can do the expermnt between ikang and ikea
  also we can call it
  as ikang kekek expermnt
  
  Izar Izup
  yes
  
  let's dangduit now
  
  wow!
  
  so cool
  
  just like me
  steve austin
  
  Rhid Booboo
  how to dangduit steve ?
  
  Izar Izup
  firstly
  cut the ikang
  what type of ikang did we use?
  tongkol ? sembilang ?
  keli?
  
  jaws?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  yeah stongkol fish
  
  Izar Izup
  pirstly
  
  cut the ikan to small pices
  
  and then fried it in a sedang2 api
  and then
  
  wait till the ikang stongkol masak ok
  
  then put the cili kering yg dh blender
  
  into kuali
  
  put the garlic
  
  sedikit ajinamoto
  
  gula
  
  dan garam secukup rasa
  
  letakkan sedikit bwang merah
  and asam's jawa
  
  Rhid Booboo
  WOW !!! so terror aaa u steve
  u baca the buku kaaa steve
  
  Izar Izup
  (yes i know i terror)
  
  noooo
  
  i am chef
  
  so long time ago
  
  Izar Izup
  now i just cook for myself
  
  hahaha
  
  caya x aku?
  
  (steve know malay??)
  
  Rhid Booboo
  so u can cook for SCOOT VOGEL ( it's me )
  
  Izar Izup
  os cos my pren
  i am so honour to do that
  (biaq betui?)
  
  Rhid Booboo
  hahaha
  
  bodoh
  
  Izar Izup
  yeah
  
  my bad
  
  Rhid Booboo
  ok steve
  
  i have to
  
  go..
  I have a show...
  
  launch my album
  keepers of the faith
  
  Izar Izup
  i also got to go to my set
  
  (biasa la,artis kan)
  
  Rhid Booboo
  yeahhh
  
  we gonna
  share one stage
  this nite
  with endzeil,thy regiment,madball and restraint
  
  Izar Izup
  so
  
  (OMG)
  
  where?
  jalan kelang lama?
  
  Rhid Booboo
  yeah thts road
  after the show
  go to dangduit
  
  Izar Izup
  okey
  
  nice to know u scott bogel
  
  HAHAHHAHA ... macam gampang.
  # untuk hiburkan hati
  
  ni semua nye hasil chat aku dengan Ijat ... and aku copy paste kan semua chat kiteorang tadi. BORING punya pasal maen tibai je nak chat ape ....